| Wednesday December 2; 2:07pm EST (Atlanta) |
[Wednesday
December 2nd, 2009 at 1:53pm] |
[Private to Herself]I've been having these really strange dreams. I've had them for awhile, but they've gotten more intense since I moved in with James. I can't even explain them, really. They're so vivid and I can feel everything, like it's really happening to me. I'm pretty sure I've actually.. talked in my sleep. Only it wasn't talking so much as.. I swear I actually moaned. Why would I do that?
I don't even understand why I'm having those dreams. I mean, I know what they're about. I've read Gone With the Wind so many times that it's almost ridiculous. Why would I dream about her, though? She's.. I have nothing in common with her! James and I haven't even.. I could never act like.. that.
I really don't know what is wrong with me. [/Private]
Finals are making me crazy! I'm having these bizarre dreams and I feel like I've barely slept lately, even though I go to bed on time. James, I hope I didn't keep you I wasn't making noise in my sleep, was I?
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| Tuesday November 3; 11:11pm EST (Atlanta) |
[Tuesday
November 3rd, 2009 at 11:11pm] |
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Living with a boy is WEIRD. You have to remember to put the toilet seat down again before you sit down to pee and it's definitely not like having a girl roommate at ALL. Not that James is just a roommate or anything, but it's definitely taken some getting used to. I have to admit I like it, though. I feel like the only girl in the world who has agreed to live with her boyfriend, but still won't put out Especially when I'm up half the night writing a paper and he's right there with coffee or rubbing my shoulders. I think maybe I'll keep him. Maybe.
In other news, the holidays are quicly approaching. It's a little strange, how quickly the year has gone by. Are you going home for Thanksgiving, Nick? Mama was asking me about my plans the other day and I haven't made up my mind. I know I should head home, but finals are right after Thanksgiving and I could really use the time to study.
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| backdated to August 15; around 10am EST |
[Monday
August 17th, 2009 at 7:27am] |
Six months. It's hard to believe, isn't it? James and I have been officially together for six months as of yesterday. The time has just flown by, but in some ways it feels like it's been a lot longer than that, because I have known him for so long.
We had this really amazing dinner to celebrate and then he asked me to move in. I don't really look forward to telling my parents about that, even though they've always liked him, but I'm really excited. No more dorm living!
It makes me feel oddly adult all of a sudden.
So, who wants to help me move? Chris, Matt, James? I know you love me!
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| Sunday June 14; 9:55PM EST |
[Sunday
June 14th, 2009 at 9:53pm] |
I really need to learn to keep up with this thing better, I swear! It's been a crazy month, though!
LA was amazing! I had so much fun hanging out with Nick. We went to some clubs and he took me to Disneyland and to the beach and I did all those silly little touristy things like visit the Walk of Fame and the Hollywood Sign and all of that. SO much fun!
I was barely back from that when James and I flew to New York for my cousin Ashleigh's wedding. It was a beautiful ceremony. Ashleigh looked SO pretty! The vows made me cry a little, but not in a bad way. I was just so happy for her! It really was like a fairy tale.
Mama and Daddy were there, too, of course, and I introduced them to James. They barely remember him, of course, until I reminded them who his Daddy was, but they totally loved him. Of course, they don't know that he's the main reason I wanted to stay at school for the summer.
I'm home in Chicago now, spending some time with Mama and Daddy until summer session starts. I'll finally be getting back to Atlanta again on Wednesday, which gives me two days to get resettled before classes start. I'm sure there will be people who will be wanting to see me before I get bogged down with schoolwork.
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| entry 006: Wednesday May 6; 11:01am |
[Wednesday
May 6th, 2009 at 11:01am] |
I just took my last final exam for the year. It's crazy to think of that. The semester - the year, even - has gone by so quickly! I'll be taking summer classes, but the summer session doesn't start up until the 19th, so in the meantime, I'm planning to divide my time between LA and Chicago. I feel a little guilty to only be giving my parents half of my break time, but I have to admit that I am looking forward to visiting LA. It's such a fun and interesting city and this will be the first time I've been out there without Mama and Daddy. I anticipate fun!
[Private to Self; Readable by Ashleigh and close friends if she had any plotted :P]
James and I have been together for almost three months now. It's a little bit surreal, to think that I've known him practically my whole life and I had that little crush on him when I was 13 and we're actually dating now. It's a good thing, though! Definitely! I'm going to miss him while I'm gone, but.. it's only two weeks, right?
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I can hardly believe my cousin Ashleigh is actually getting married in a few weeks! She's a few years older than me, but it's still so weird, because it seems like just yesterday that we were still playing with dolls and now she's going to be a wife. It's so amazing! I'm really happy for her.
And.. I'm babbling. I think I'm going to go do something fun. I'm been cramming like mad all week and I feel the need to celebrate the end of finals.
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